CRUNCH TIME  

Posted by: Jason, Kelly and Tanner in


So, it's that time again...EXAMS! My last day of class is April 28th and then the rest of that week off then two weeks of exams! Oh and Jason is going out of town during one of those weeks! Not only will I be stressed about exams but he won't be around to help out with little man! Thankfully he leaves on a Sunday and gets back the following Friday, so I don't have to beg someone to watch him ALL day on a Saturday or Sunday!

I'm really looking forward to getting this first year behind me. I can't believe how fast it has gone by. I seriously have to stop and think about what month it is, sometimes I pretty far behind in that area.

With Tanner growing like a weed, school flying by, Jason and I have to stop and catch our breath sometimes.

I plan to work this summer and hopefully go to summer school (still on the waiting list at this point).

Our goal is to save save save or pay pay pay (towards my loans that is). This way we won't have AS much debt at the end, but regardless we will be up to our eyeballs in debt!

I KNOW...it will be worth it! I mean even if we don't pay, that can't take my degree away, right!? :) Only kidding!


I hope everyone has seen the video of Tanner dancing to Ellen on youtube. It's so dang cute! We dance to her every morning, I just love that show!


Ok, so if I'm studying hard like I should be I won't be posting here until after exams!! Time to get down to business again.


Thanks again for all the support!

GUILT  

Posted by: Jason, Kelly and Tanner


So..today the big brief is do...the appellate brief..yeah! Can't wait to get this thing turned in. I have slaved over it and yet still anticipate on getting a C. But whatever!


SO guilt...well everyday I drop Tanner off at the sitters around noon and head to school. I go to the library and study until 3:30 when my first class starts each day, yet I feel guilty for dropping him off EVERYDAY!


So I am now going to drop him off at 1:00..I know what's an hour...well it's an hour more with me and an hour less at the sitter. Don't get me wrong, I really like the lady that watches him but I just want more time together.

Next semester (assuming I"m still at OCU...fingers crossed I get into OU)...anyway...if I stay here my Monday and Wednesday classes don't start until 6pm!! THat will totally rock. I could drop him off at like 4 and Jason get him at 5:30....and still no class on Fridays....Maybe I won't feel so dang guilty anymore.


Tanner is now starting to get an attitude! He screams when he doesn't get his way or he's frustrated and we don't know what to do. We try not to acknowledge it but after a while it starts to work your nerves. We have tried to direct him to something else...so he's not frustrated....and that seems to work...UNTIL he gest mad at something again!.....So any words of wisdom from my fellow moms out there, that would be greatly appreciated!